Bugs!

If you know me at all, you would know that I hate HATE hate bugs. Can't stand them. The sight of them gives me the heebie-jeebies. I get that creepy crawly feeling that has me convinced I'm being covered with bugs. . I don't like seeing bugs outside, but I won't go out of my way and kill them, but when they are in my house you better flippin look out.

Now I live in a basement suite. I am aware that basement suites come with lots and lots of bugs. But this is getting ridiculous.

I am laying in my bed tonight, catching up on the blogs and emails that I missed while I was at work, when I feel something drop on me. Now I am laying in the dark, so I brush it off and jump as quickly as I can and turn on the light. There is a piece of wood sitting on my bed. *I have a vent/register over my bed* There is no cover of this vent. I look up at it, and it honestly looks like there is an albino grasshopper minus the wings coming out of it. It was HUGE, and before I could grab something to kill it with, it definalty crawled back into the vent.

So now being the Princess that I am, I can't sleep in my bed. What if that bug lands on me and crawls into my mouth or something? So now I am stuck on the couch, where I find at least two bugs a day. Gross!

Maybe my dad will help me tomorrow!

Heart Attack at 7:00am!

I dislike my cats very much this morning. If you had talked to me before 10 this morning, I was thisclose to giving them away.

This morning, I was sleeping away when I was woken by a howl/scream/hiss from one of the cats. I jumped straight up, heart beating wildly, and raced out into the living room.

Well DJ, is sitting in the windowsill above my couch, and Koda is trying to climb the wall to the said window. Well DJ is moaning and hissing and making wierd alien sounds. I go and look at DJ cause I wondered if he's hurt. Nope, cause he swipes at me, and then continues to moan and hiss.

I throw Koda into his cat carrier, and then proceed to get DJ out of the window. All while my heart is pumping so hard, and I'm worried that their scream may have woken my landlord. Although that wouldn't have been the first time.

So now I have a huge box in the window so that no god dang cat can sit in it. And now I have no natural light coming into my apartment. ER!!!!

So I have no idea what caused this latest commotion, and I guess I am going to have to buy blinds and keep them closed all the time.

So anyone want two cute cats???

10 Random thoughts I've had today

1. Craven rocked my socks. Had a ton of fun, listened to some really great bands. Realized that everyone enjoys bugging me, still not sure how I feel about it.

2. I should really clean my house. Its once again, in dire need of a cleaning. Anyone know of a cheap maid?

3. I realized that having my own classroom scares the living hell out of me. What if I suck?

4. Having my own classroom, makes me happier then a pig in shit, as I will finally be realizing one of lifes dreams.

5. I miss my Mom. Its been one of those days when I just miss her.

6. Learned some stuff today, and although I can't say much, I'm tormented! seriously tormented and torn.

7. How do I keep the cats from fighting. They are getting rougher and rougher, and I'm scared I'm going to have another huge vet bill to pay.

8. I feel contentment in most areas of my life and discontent in only choice areas. Is this normal?

9. I really hope my friend Jen moves from Manitoba. That would definatly be fantastic!

10. I will soon see Meghan as well as Chantel for Chantels wedding shower. I can't wait to see my friend Toe, and bask in the glow of her weddingness.

Tomorrow I go back to the specialist, I'm a little scared and a little excited. We'll see how it goes.

This weekend is one of the fun weekends of the year. No blogging from me as I will be two-stepping my way into Joe Nichols arms at Craven Country Jamboree!

When all you really need is a kiss....

I love being single. For the time being anyways. I've spent the last year of my life, working hard at school, getting to know myself better and learning from all previous mistakes. I love that I have no one to "report" too, and that I am always able to be there for drinks or going dancing around 11 at night.

But sometimes like tonight, as I lay here on my couch with a wine glass full of ice tea, some nice jazz floating from my stereo. I wish that I had someone here to share it with. Sometimes I just miss the intimacy of a relationship. Laying there, discussing whatever pops into our minds.

But then I think about it, and realize, that a serious relationship scares the living daylights out of me. I don't know if I have it in me. My Aunt is convinced that I will stay single forever, where others are convinced I will meet the right guy and fall madly in love. My thoughts border on, I know some incredibly GREAT guys, and I think to myself, why am I not dating them? But I just can't commit right now. Not with knowing how crazy this fall is going to become. So bear with me, its nights like tonight with big beautiful lighting storms that I just need that kiss......